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Nadia Neriya's avatar

Omg thank you! Finally someone else puts words on what I’ve been thinking and feeling for years. Thank you! 🙏🏻

Janneke Scharff-Lemmers's avatar

Thanks for writing this so comprehensively, Bernhard. This is so much under the radar for many people. The first time I encountered someone doing a U-turn into Christianity was around 8 years ago. It was a friend from my "Mooji-days". She just wanted to freely talk about God and not remain stuck on words like universe or cosmos (which I actually totally get, because words carry energy), but most importantly...she was looking for her Father. It all felt a little off for me. She quickly became a religious zealot and deemed all the "New Age, or Non-Dual" or even just oriental items she still had in her house as occult (and therefore demonic). And then she started talking about doing street healings with church members, and that's where she lost me. But I've also encountered the opposite of this...several women leaving their Christian community and heading full on into paganism, progressive feminism, or New Age, and demonizing everything that has to do with Christianity. I have to say, I'm on my own trajectory at the moment, with one ear on Gigi and you guys. For the past five years, I have ventured into North Western paganism and symbolism because I felt pulled by native traditions and spirituality (I'm from the Netherlands). I love history, I always have, and so pre-Roman, pre-Christian times are just as dear to me as what comes after. I struggle with the divide, like either you're pagan, or you're Christian...I'm neither, and both. I have found myself praying and grieving in nature as well as in Holy Mary chapels. These are, for now, the purest places I can find that feel loving to my heart and help my nervous system. I'm just so weary of dogma, communities, concepts, gurus, and performativeness.

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